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I t hurts being alone!

Well, I married my high school girl friend in 1986. It lasted 5 years. It was five years of misery because I never felt she loved me. In the spring of 1991 I found out for sure she didn't, she left me for someone else. Several month later I met the girl of my dreams and married her seven months later. She had three children from a prior marriage. We had one child together and adopted a child at three weks old. Several months later we found out the mother was pregnat again so we adopted her second child. That ave me a family of six children. I love them beyond words can explain!

About two years ago my wife and I started havin marriage problems and it has only otten worse. She will not tell me she loves me anymore. The only communication from her is to insult and put me down. We have not slept toether for almost a year. She left me this summer for about 5 weeks came home and said she wants me out. I told her if you want out of this marriae you leave I am not giving up everything. I have often asked myself, "If this marriage fails which it pretty much already has, Would I get serious with another woman" well, Yes I would, I know there has got to be a woman that is trust worthy and will love me forever.

It gets hard and hurts allot at times but I know I must stay strong. I am a faithful man. I have been in bed with two women in my life one was my first wife and second was my second wife.

Does anyone out know what I am doing wrong?

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